Another sunrise

Well. My favourite idol was recently smashed, thank the Lord.

I am feeling freer than I’ve ever felt before. I think I’m going to use that freedom to be awkward and boring in public, i.e. to do more writing here, just unpolished impromptu stuff to get back into the habit. Some people are wise enough to do their writing in private and then only share the good stuff, and I aspire to do that too, but, baby steps. I need to find out what I even can write about. Posting my literary flailings online is a way of reminding / reassuring myself that I don’t need to be beholden to what anyone else thinks of me to have value. What value that may be is a Mystery that I don’t expect to crack in this lifetime, but here’s going on faith.